Invitations only grant farewells.

Dear Belle,

I would like to take this opportunity to finally lay it all to you. I’ve been thinking about this for quite some time, and now I have gathered all my thoughts to say what I need to say.

I still remember clearly the day I first saw you and I have no idea that you are going to be a big part of my life. You instantly caught my attention and I even surprised myself when you showed up in my dreams that same day I met you. At first, I thought it was just a little crush but then something hit me: I have to know you. Every thing started out small and slowly but ever since the beginning, you have always been at the back of my mind. Time passed and here we are more than a year later, you never left my mind and my heart.

And of course I would never forget my most recent memory of you, when I asked you out to eat. I swear, that night was carefree and perfect. I wish it never ended.

I truly think that you’re the most amazing woman in the world. I love how your smile can brighten up my darkest day. How your laugh turns everything magical. I love how I melt in your beautiful eyes. And your sweet voice is music to my ears. I love how you appreciate even the most simple things where most people couldn’t even see the beauty, but there you are and just like that. I love how you care for your family especially your siblings. I love how much you get excited to see the mountains, sea and the sky. It couldn’t get any better than that. I love how you seem to get everything about me and how you make everything look so easy. I really love how we’re able to talk about the most random stuffs in our lives. All those conversations we had, I have it here in my heart. You’re a beautiful person, Belle, inside and out and I am so grateful that God gave me the chance to know someone like you.

After all these time, who knew that I would get to this point in my life? I waited for a long time loving you in silence and I think it’s about time.

I think a part of me will always be waiting for you. There is nothing more for you to do. I have enough of you in my head to last forever. So please don’t worry about me. If I had two wishes, first, I wish we met in a different time, second, it would be that your life brings you a taste of happiness that you have brought me. That you could feel what it’s like to love and be loved.

“I’m imagining a day when I get up, and I know that I will not see you, because you’re far away. And now I’m imagining a day when I get up and I knew that I might see you. Okay might, could, maybe… Of those two days, that’s the day I want, that’s the day I choose.”

-G